same ip address as mine than can anyhow accuse that is mine ? if is same as mine got so unluckly , i everyday strike 4D .
i did not even say its the same =.="
you didnt name the names out how i know who you saying ?so you call a friend a bitch and suppect them ?did you really check properly ? you know how hurt to people feeling it is ?i am human not ghost or what so ever .
hello. im saying plurk friend here. bitch doesnt mean that girl must be a bitch. guy can be a bitch too. how hurt people feeling is? you think im not a human? im neither a ghost.
you choose to end smudge is because of my ingorance ? i ingore you cause i dont wan to be mad or angry at you i dont want to throw my temper at you . i was enduring you .what for you care about me ? just go and talk to 82 meli they will reply you but not me .
first i ended smudge because noone cares about it at all. Do YOU even care? its better if you throw ur temper at me, we'll get better and i know what you are angry for and the reason why. enduring? do you even know what enduring means? enduring means hold anger at someone , not ignoring. first you say i dont care about you. now you want me not to care about you. what exactly do you want ? they will reply ? so ? i only need you .
you saying that spy ? is that spy a female ?you dint even know is a guy or a female .like real huh ?tell me the name ? i help you SCOLD THE PERSON ? than you supect me spam in your blog . whats more ?i tell you ip address will CHANGE EVERYTIME you cant really find out is who .and i dint even tag you NOT EVEN ONCE .
hurhur.. why not you find it out urself ? suspect is suspect. its not ACCUSE. ip address will change, everytime you shut the powers and restart the thing. it will change to the next number after ur ip address. like who the hell will keep changing ip address and shut off their power switch for no reason? we hardly tag each other's blog in the first place. its not suprising to find that wierd.
i was ingoring you all the times .you dont really even care about me .i can watch tv inside the room theres meli . i can find things to do i can go and eat i like eating i am fatty .i am fat and stupid .is not i open the door i was sleeping .is meli open the door .i wake up so suddenly is because so noisy .and i abit blur i looked at meli and 82 and i laughed out causei dint know how funny was mine and their reactions .maybe because i drink too fast and i gone insane .if you really think of me everynight why dont you message me everynight ?
How would you know that a person that ignore you when they hardly contact each other this whole month? you could choose not to reply my messages, whether lame, serious or w/e. now you say im not really caring bout you? i know you can do stuffs in the room. but aint it boring ? if its not.. i find it boring. because we're not doing it in a group. and its always the same channel. i message you everynight ? you'll only find me irritating =.="
he dint bother to reply you why ? what did you wrote in ur blog ?why you say him until like this .aren't you too mean or cruel ? i dont care about his post or whatever . his not a barstards that all i know .
i was upset okay. like wtfuck. my best friend just ps-ed me because of him. like what la. i din even think that he's a bastard in the first place.
you can busy playing maple and forget about friends ?that maple thing you say i was in msn chatting that was another time and another time you did that .you dont know how many percentage can go but at least you can say yes or no .than we can confirm who wants to go who dont wants to go .if too less people go we can dont go .smudge is there but no one really cares .but we are still in a group .
yes, i play game and i forget others. thats me. did you even tell me about you didnt like me playing game and ignoring you guys? NO. you din say anything. you kept quiet till this very day, you decided to blog it all out. how can i change in just one day? the problem is i can go to the fireworks. but if i tell my mum im going.. then she refuses then suddenly say i can go again.. parents are PROBLEMATIC. yes we are in a group.. just drifting to dont know which direction.
lol . you ban their ip address ip address .later the ip address is same as that time the ip address that you wanna tag and you cant tag .I HAVE A BAD TAMPER AND YOU KNOW IT . you get angry easily sometimes but i get angry more easily-est than you .ya we did play poker cards together but we talked for only awhile .
you can never have a same ip address as the old ones you use. i banned myself accidentally because i went to tick the box messages and click ban =.= they are using my name. theres a chance for me to ban myself. and yes i did it =.=.. i know you have a bad temper. i get angry easily.. or should i say.. im more tolerant than you?
but why dex must say 82 . [ next time find a better reason to lie ? ] what is this ? i really did only accompany him to find you all only . i dont want to watch that movie that you all want to watch .and why dex blame faults on 82 ? is not that he want to watch Year One .i dont know who want to watch but not him want to watch . thats it .i swallow and drank it very fast just to go out with 82 and find you all .my face was dam dam dam super super super red and so hot . i went back to the room . watch tv for a while until i doze and fall a sleep .i can went back to the room on the first day night with meli right ?i can went back alone . is not like a long distance .
why he must say? how the hell will i know? it comes out from his mouth. and i din even hear it. i didnt want to watch that movie either.. i only went to accompany them to watch. since they want to watch. its not like i WANTED to watch it. its just that.. why do you want to be so emo? and walk back alone. you have us. i mean like. why not join in? just to not low down our spirits.. and we'll definately have something to chat about. its not like we'll be bored by the movie, even how boring the movie is.. we still have crazy ideas to make it wild.
oh , im lame ? i think you are lammer . you suppect that i am the spy in the plurk ? i didnt even care for what you do or what you say .haha . is that a joke ?
firstly. im saying that, you are the spy =.= im saying Jason -.-" there's people whom i dont know at all in my plurk. they din even bother to reply.. so what can i say?
ya you never knew i would do this but now you guess i am doing this . which part of the words or what makes you think that i am the spammer ? do you know my ip address ? go and look through last time those tag that i tag you . did i even tag you for these few days ? open your eyes big big . i guess you dont even know me that well too . you think i got contact jason ? i never even contact him .whats more you can say other than get a life ? you think those words is i say ? check through hows my typing and my english .
you think i so rubbish to said that about you . did i even post or said about you after the challet ?
Did i say you are the spammer? Yes. i did thought that you'd be the spammer wannabe. But, what for you did this? when you dont even care anymore? and yes, i can check ur ip address. it was quite similar.. but not exactly. You didnt tag me for these few days, message you din reply.. what are you trying to show me? plurk respond you din reply.. Totally ignoring me, without giving me a real reason. I did not say you contact Jason.. And lastly. im telling those people that act wanna be me or whatever, to get a life and screw off my blog. You did not post about me during or after the chalet, im quite alright with that.. its not like we clicked alot that time.. losta thing happened..
i did not . do you really treat me as a friend ? now you suspect me that i tag at ur tag box . how nice of you . i naver nothing to do , until spam people tag box . i guess you dont even need me as a friend in the first place . i didnt know you make use so much of me . looking back at my words ? herhm . did you really look and think or just look and anyhow bomb ? so you know how to check ip address ? tell me whats my ip address . say it out . more than one people spamming ? yeah , by looking at the names call more than one people spaming . i got a life now i dont need to get any . i guess you are the who who really need a life . you dint even really care or want me as a friend in the first place .
Yes. i did suspect you. because ur ip address was just 3 digits away from the ip address that spammed in my blog. everytime you restart your com, the ip address jumps one digits after ur real ip address.. Of course i treated you as a friend, but you totally ignored me.. remembered the fun we had? i cherished that moment.. You have plurk to spam. you have no need to spam at my blog. Can you please tell me how did i make use of you? there is definately more than one people spamming my blog.. the ip address is like totally different -.- even if its one people.. who would be so dumb to spam my blog with two computers at the same time? they can just change their name.. and spam again.. I wanted you as a friend, i treated you like a bestie among all. i did care, i'll say more in william's case.
did i say i wann to end it ? since you mention it i will give you what you want . i know is fine with you cause you dint even treat me as a friend . call me a lame ? so ? . what is SMUDGE ? no one really care about that . you think you are playing maple ? issnt the group name you plan to name us ?
Theres only 6 members, i message all, only one reply.. sam.. after i spam the rest with more message.. then they reply.. what can i conclude about that? busy.. din see.. yes i know.. but it took hours and hours.. its okay.. i chose to end smudge basically because of the ignorance of you, mel, and 82.. we like totally split apart on the 2nd day of chalet.. after 2 days, 2 messages, no one replied.. i texted 82, to ask if you ignoring me, and hate me? after one day, and i sent him another message. 'can you please reply' finally he replied.. with a stupid answer.. 'dono' what took him so long to reply that message.. one letter for 6 hours? i treated you as a friend, somehow you dont feel the same way.. call you lame? Yes, you are lame, i am lame. theres no so. thats our character. thats why we clicked and became friends at the very first day. what is Smudge? i know no one cares about that.. because its just a random name i popped out.. some agreed and some did not.. i wanted a name, which we all like, and we'll be happy in there. A group name doesnt need to be in maple format.. but im playing maple.. started 3 days ago... over bored.. Yes i was trying to name you guys, but some people just feel 'FORCED' to be in the name of Smudge.. we should get a better name..
call me a bitch in your plurk ? you sure i am the one who spam your tag box ? did you really check it ?
you know who tag your tag box ? say the name out ! come on ! say it ! i cant wait to hear from you . i thought you said this in your blog .
im saying that spy. i dont even know whose that bitch till now alright. im very sure that that fella is in my plurk because.. AFTER I JOINED PLURK AND INVITED ALL MSN FRIENDS, HE CAME TO TAG ME. im not sure if you're the one who spammed my tag box. i did really check it.. yes i did say that.. who else will it be? jason and friends. jason has good english.. he wont talk broken.. it could be his friends.. or whatever that is.. but the problem is.. how did he even find my blog? =.= i also dont know.. im gonna change it soon.. and yeah i said it..
why did you delete your tag box ? just go ahead and let people to spam your tag box it really increase your blow view rate . dont you love it . wanna know why i ingore you ? you make and say things to make me piss off and so fed up of it . challet day . friday night . i said i dont want to watch movie you all go watch . you ran away and cry ? what for ? is there a need ? why did you cry ? why dont you blog out the whole thing in your blog .
because i couldnt tag in my tag box myself =.= i banned myself.. wtf.. and unban doesnt work.. so i cant tag anymore =.=.. i already banned their ip.. they cant tag too.. you know, i use my best english to scold bastards, dont you.. Yes i wanna know why you ignored me.. what do you mean i say things to make you pissed off? example please. chalet day, i thought it was planned properly, mel didnt go, it was already such a waste.. first day of chalet, it was already such a waste.. i dont wanna spend that night sleeping in the chalet.. i didnt plan to do that.. i wanted all of us to have fun.. i cried because you were hesitating about it.. its like, we all went there, to choose the movie, you this dont want, that dont want.. then you call us ownself watch =.= i dont want to be the only girl down there. i want you to be with me. but you chose to leave.. but if i left with you.. what will happen? they will come with us.. then we'll be trapped in the room doing nothing at all.. my mind got corrupted thinking of those things, i broke down and cry.. and went back to chalet.. i need a peace of mind, before i can even think of anything more.. im getting short temperered.. i have no idea why.. i get so angry easily.. do you feel it?
you also said this in your blog . after the first day of chalet we DIDNT TALK AT ALL ? are you kidding me ? saturday you went to buy bikini i did talk to you . dont you remenber you tell me the white colour abit weird ? you also msg me said that . i talked to you FIRST and ask why you dont want buy that you say no sponge . why must i everytime talk to you first ? why not you talk to me ?
Thats not friday. i said the first day =.=.. thats the 2nd day.. you seem not to want to go in.. so i went in myself.. you came in.. i was suprised.. so suprised.. im serious.. i wanted to talk to you.. remember first night? i bought coffee. i was gonna offer you.. you walk so fast -.- i cant even catch up.. i call 82 pass to you.. but he say you wont want to drink.. i was like give la.. give her drink.. than he walk to you already =.= you can ask 82 about this too.. i did talk to you first, saturday morning, when we all just woke up.. we were playing.. whats that called? what queen thing.. barbie king? i think so.. yeah.. then we were alright that day..
why must you ask dex to come to the challet ? i thought before the chalet when we were planing go there for wild wild wet go ikea all this we said that dont want dex to go . why did you ask him to go ?
yeah.. because sam and i thought that you all wouldnt mind.. i asked you about this too.. i asked mel, asked 82, they said kk.. but i think you din hear or what.. i asked you the next day when you met william..
yes i smoke and i drink . you drink too . during the saturday night when you all going watch movie . and that night i only accompany 82 to go there and find you all . i was so tired that night after drinking and i went to sleep at 1 plus or 2 am . i was sleeping so peacfuly . i was sms-ing too until i really doze off and fall asleep . i dint answer you and 82 calls because i really was really sleeping after drinking the brezzer i doze off . sunday i asked you all want umbrella when we walking out to the coffee shop no one answer me you all think i am invisible .
yah i know.. you looked very shag already.. but i din know you drink that time.. we spammed you only.. because mel's phone.. WAS SWITCHED OFF.. we can only call you.. when we were outside.. we was like oh shit.. if she dont answer the phone.. we all can sleep outside already.. but after a few mins.. you open.. we was like..wah heng arh.. than you suddenly wake up and chat with mel and 82.. like so random.. lols=.= i was so sleepy then i fell asleep.. i went to movies with them.. we watched year one.. when go in.. i jitao fall asleep.. until end of movie sam and dex woke me up.. sorry i dint really hear you.. it was raining.. and i was standing with mel.. thanks for asking.. but its okay(: we cab home with dex..
why dont you talk to me during the challet ? i talked to you but for awhile . you want me to start talking to you first . why must i everytime start talking to you first . you also can talk to me first . not that i dont want to talk to you is that you dont even want to talk to me why ? why you keep speaking english during the chalet ? its so irrating i not use to you speaking english . with the act cute voice . i talk to william during the chalet you also need show attitude ? i talk to you in the challet i asked you things and you ingore . unless i call your name loud loud than you will answer me ?
We did talk, for awhile.. its like suddenly you keep quiet.. then we no topic to talk about again.. you looked so emo as if.. i talk to you you will eat me up.. i want to talk to you.. i didnt realise that i keep speak english.. you could tell me to change to chinese channel =.= i dont really know what language im speaking when im talking crap.. lol..act cute voice.. wait.. what topic are we on that time? aiya speak english must act cute one what.. act one ang mo.. you talked to william, yes. you also dont need run so far till dono go where.. i asked mel.. she told me that you like go find friend.. i was what?! late night.. than i rush out to find you.. then saw you.. holding phone.. like talking to william.. could hear his loud voice.. then i went back room and told them you should be talking to william =.=.. then i nothing say liao.. i mean.. what can i do when you talking on phone? disturb you meh? you also wont like it.. then wait till you come back room lo.. ask me what ? i have hearing problems.. my right ear like infection.. i not sure..
you asked why must i meet william alone ? is there anything wrong ? why you so concern about me that day . i told you actually i meet him before you said you so pissed off with the fact that i meet him before . i dont understand why you so piss off with the fact that i meet him before . i find it weird . you meet jason than you not scare ? what he will take advtange of me ? becareful with your words . do you really know him well ? you meet him before ? you know him real well ? no isn't it . you hate william and why is it so ? you said that next time if he goes out with me then must ask you come along as well . why must you come along as well if you hate him ? and you didnt allow him to come chalet and why is that so ? then you still want go out with him ? you hate him then you still link him in your blog ?
Because i thought it was the first time you are meeting him =.=.. of course im concerned.. i was like.. wtf.. late night and then you meet him.. watch movies sumore.. you know what i wanted to do? i wanted to go the cinema and wait for you.. i cant.. i already at home.. i called dex.. sam was with him.. i told them you watch movie with him.. same reaction.. 'what the fuck'.. then i was like howhowhow.. they say they go find you.. ask you at what cinema.. watch what show.. they almost take cab down to go in the cinema to just watch with you.. i mean like.. just incase anything happens? its like after a few days then you tell me you actually meet him before already.. and ya know what ? i dont meet new people alone. i went to meet jason with my zi nu.. and im not scared, because zi nu is a girl, you met her before during christmas eve. remember? its because he has a girlfriend already, (i thought that so) until i read his blog.. he already broke up with his girlfriend.. for dont know what reason too.. i read all his posts.. i wanted to go with you.. to see what kind of person he is.. that day.. he messaged me.. to go meet him for dinner or movies.. ALONE.. me and myself and him.. is like no way.. and im not free also.. even if want.. also go with you right.. but you end school at 6.. i still remember.. it was on a monday when he messaged me.. its not hate. its DONT trust. of course i need to know what kind of personality he has.. before he even come to the chalet right.. after chalet, i read his blog, and then found out that he broke up with his gf, a few days after jason and i broke up.. then i linked him, wanted to comfort him.. but ya know what? he didnt really bother to reply me too.. so i just left his link there, then perhaps i could go see his posts some time.. his posts are sweet, it has sentimental phrases in every post, some searched online, some his own.. just for his girlfriend..
I CRY BECAUSE I KEEP THINKING ABOUT XUE cause i saw sam phone XUE name and i start to think about her again .
sorry, im really sorry.. i think of you everynight.. i couldnt sleep at all.. i wanted you back..
what you do to us last time ? we play audition all day long and just to earn 1 million dollars for your fam . after we play finish you went to maple . me and melissa call you and message you , you dint reply you dint answer . when you were playing maple you ignore us that was the second or third time you did that to us . i wonder why ? i really dont understand . you play maple and you got new friends you dont wan old friends ?
im sorry.. im just sorry about that.. i was too busy and din bother to look at my phone..
during the audition that time i asked you want to paly audi you say your computer dont have audition wait for your uncle to come your house and fix the com . what was it ? guess what happen . melissa say that she got audi hack and she send you audi window vista hack . ON THE SAME DAY you told me your com no audi and she send you audi hack we went in and play . pissed off ! your another computer is windows XP i know you have two computers one is VISTA another one is XP you was using the VISTA she send you VISTA audi hack . that was a great lie that you lied to me .The maple thing . you give me the webside than you dont care about me already you didnt asked me to download which or what to do . give me the website and never tell me what to do ? asif i know which to download and what to do . i asked you and you feel so piss off that i question you which to download . you were helping others can help me cannot ? what a nice friend of you .
yah.. my uncle din come to my house to fix the com=.= i had to go to jh house.. than he fix for me.. my com keep restarting for no reason.. and you can ask jh about that.. or even my brother =.= is he kick the com till spoil one.. i just went to download audi i think.. or i used the xp com.. im not really sure.. its quite long ago.. i dont remember.. if i give you a maple link, of course you download, and then register it.. thats it.. o.o.. you only need help after you download finish.. i mean you just click the download word, and it just downloads into ur com? after download finish.. i teach you.. ask you if you have winrar.. you say dont know.. ask you ur icon isit the book.. you say.. uh wait har.. then you in msn chatting =.=!! concentrate first ma.. not first time liao ._." i helped others, i just told them the steps.. then they say ok.. then they can go in alr.. i explained to you every single word i said.. so it took me some time.. to figure out how to explain to you.. i had to click on my com too you know.
she herself know what she scold , why must you keep accuse her ? you are a friend of hers aren't you must protect her why you keep helping ur dad ? she scolded walao is not walan .
Uhm, its not im helping my dad, im just saying.. i din scold her or w/e.. its not like i said.. 'eh fuck la why you scold vulgarities' right ? im just saying.. yes i did protect her.. i just said, its okay.. she just got pissed off with some things.. then my father diam..
About the national day i ask you wann to go watch fire works ? you say your friend at there already there now alot of people . of course alot of people what day is that day ? people celebrating national day right . dont want just say dont want go . dont need to give excuse . you on msn tell me that you go to sleep . but end up you call 82 and chat with him and his girlfriend . this call go sleep ?
yah, theres so many people. i mean its like really alot.. there's no point if we go there to see nothing.. its not excuse, i want to go. but how much percentage can i go? i still have to ask my mum, im not like i want go out jiu go out.. i have no money.. i have family income problems.. i have to work.. i cant do anything without money.. i went to ask him if he want go to see or not.. than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then i put down.. i really go to sleep =.=..
if you really dont wanna go wild wild wet on saturday than say la why before going to the challet than say ? i thought we planned all smoothly .
it really depends on how much money we are left.. bringing 80 dollars each person.. cant really do anything.. even if go.. i also not enough.. i went to buy bikini because i not enough bra.. =.=" then eat all those how? the cost of food at ikea.. is already a bomb.. i spent 17 dollars there.. only eating u know! and we spent so much time there.. walking and walking.. 82 talking to yimei.. you dono go where.. sam also dissapear.. dex sitting on the table he want buy.. i went to walk around =.=.. we couldnt find each other at all.. i know you are going to say.. got phone right.. yes i know got phone.. but i didnt thought of it that time..
1. you treat guys better than girls .
2. you got new friends you throw away old friends .
i was ingoring all the long i didnt even tag you i didnt reply your plurk i didnt reply your message .
you act like nothing happen huh ? still go to my plurk and plurk me and even message me ask want to go watch movie on 16 september ?
i treat people equally.. its just how the person treats me back.. i click with guys.. yes i do.. and you know what? you are the only girl friend, that i care the most.. in my entire life. i have new friends.. yes, but i dont throw away old friends.. its just that slowly slowly no topic say.. i did not know if you ignore me, or just too busy to see my message. you din reply the plurk.. i started thinking that you ignore me.. act like nothing happen? i was still wanting to talk to you.. i still didnt know you are totally ignoring me.. until you really din reply my message.. i gave up.. i had no idea how to get you.back.
you going to wild wild wet ? happy ? hope you have fun and enjoy .
thanks, i enjoyed. but with you guys, i could enjoy more.. i wanted to call u guys along.. we had 8 tickets.. its styfany's tickets.. they are all complimentary.. means free tickets.. but you din even reply my message for movies.. why the hell will you reply my further message? so i din message you... it was last minute too..
I hope the misunderstandings are solved, lets get back together.. i really miss those times..
Labels: i miss you.
WEDNESDAY- 2 september
went out with keni and friends at night, they went eat, then accompany me go Jubeat(: after that back home.
henry so
GAY he went to catch mickey mouse! than he hug the mickey mouse like siao.. but he call keni to hold it, cos he scared girl will laugh at him.. LOL..
THURSDAY - 3 september
had a headache since morning. due to my grandma turning on loud music early in the morning, couldnt take it... =.=..went to school and went home after dnt lesson, approximately 10.10 am. slept till now, and
my hamsters are still fighting. =.=